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ihatethis - BiPolar Sucks

lilbirdieeeMar. 25th, 2012 11:45 pm ihatethis

i got diagnosed when i was 16. i have my manic ups and downs. its affecting every relationship i have.its either take the pills and loose who i am. or dont take them and loose all my friends, the love of my life, and my sanity. i cant take it anymore, why cant everything just be okay for once. no matter what- its my fault, and no matter what- i hate who im becoming.

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Date:March 30th, 2012 12:00 am (UTC)
Yes, I understand this all too well, and being 16 it probably feels more difficult than being 24. Maybe the pills You're on aren't right for You, talking to you're doctor can help determine that. Just remember to be yourself and your friends and relationships need to be sat down and talked to about your condition. It will probably be hard to do, and some might run in the other direction, those who matter and truly care will stick around and even help you to acknowledge when you're being manic.
I wish I could say it gets better/easier, but keep your chin up
Date:April 7th, 2012 06:22 pm (UTC)
I felt like I just read something I wrote... I feel you in every way.